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יום שני, יולי 31, 2006
Pityriasis Rosea
So, I finally found out today. Dr Andrews told me that what I have been having is actually Pityriasis Rosea, a skin rash caused by viral infection. The virus is one of the herpes viruses..
Ah, but don't worry. It's not contagious nor is it life-threatening.
I just have to live with these horrible visible rashes for 3-6 weeks! WHere are they? EVERYWHERE!
It was so funny, when Dr Andrews asked, "So..um..if you don't mind me asking, since we need to properly diagnose this, are you sexually active?"
*Straight face - do i look like i sleep around?*
.
.
.
.
*Ha, maybe hor*
OF COURSE NOT! what the the the the the..
"Oh?", said I with a sweet smile. "I've never had sex before." Sweet smile again.
"Ah, that's that then. Looks like we don't need to worry about that"
Yep, so now i'm going to be a red-spotted bumpy lumpy yucky looking girl in lab and at work. Aiieee, dashed are my hopes of ever meeting a 'guy-who-may-be-the-one'. Oh the kesakitan, oh the kemaluan! <-- as it translates from English to Malay, dears.
But nevermind, Xing Ling can overcome this dreaded weeks ahead of her life as a spotted rashy person.
Because she just got her iPoD nano and she has her yummy Naohito-san (Naohito-san is Suga-san) whom she swears she will look for and marry the guy that acts and looks like him. Even better, if she and Naohito-san himself were the last people and earth!
(ok we take that back, yah? We don't want to curse our love lives do we?)
I'll be fine. Just takes time..
time..
time..
time..
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.
.
Agh, fine. NO! It does not take time! I still cannot accept the fact that I'll be looking horrid this coming weeks. Its easier to accept the fact that I'm vain. OH I'm so vain so vain so vain so vain.
Vain la-la-la.
*You are my feast, Naohito, till I get over my depressed-over-how-i-look-because-of-stupid-rashes..*
¶ 7:39 PM
Ah, but don't worry. It's not contagious nor is it life-threatening.
I just have to live with these horrible visible rashes for 3-6 weeks! WHere are they? EVERYWHERE!
It was so funny, when Dr Andrews asked, "So..um..if you don't mind me asking, since we need to properly diagnose this, are you sexually active?"
*Straight face - do i look like i sleep around?*
.
.
.
.
*Ha, maybe hor*
OF COURSE NOT! what the the the the the..
"Oh?", said I with a sweet smile. "I've never had sex before." Sweet smile again.
"Ah, that's that then. Looks like we don't need to worry about that"
Yep, so now i'm going to be a red-spotted bumpy lumpy yucky looking girl in lab and at work. Aiieee, dashed are my hopes of ever meeting a 'guy-who-may-be-the-one'. Oh the kesakitan, oh the kemaluan! <-- as it translates from English to Malay, dears.
But nevermind, Xing Ling can overcome this dreaded weeks ahead of her life as a spotted rashy person.
Because she just got her iPoD nano and she has her yummy Naohito-san (Naohito-san is Suga-san) whom she swears she will look for and marry the guy that acts and looks like him. Even better, if she and Naohito-san himself were the last people and earth!
(ok we take that back, yah? We don't want to curse our love lives do we?)
I'll be fine. Just takes time..
time..
time..
time..
.
.
.
Agh, fine. NO! It does not take time! I still cannot accept the fact that I'll be looking horrid this coming weeks. Its easier to accept the fact that I'm vain. OH I'm so vain so vain so vain so vain.
Vain la-la-la.
*You are my feast, Naohito, till I get over my depressed-over-how-i-look-because-of-stupid-rashes..*
¶ 7:39 PM
יום ראשון, יולי 30, 2006
I got this off from Rizwan's . The video is pretty cool. Yoong felt pretty connected to the message too I must say. Hehe. (Yes, Adilla, I am such a sucker for it, I mean him..)
Forgetfulness by Billy Collins, US Poet
¶ 7:24 PM
Forgetfulness by Billy Collins, US Poet
The name of the author is the first to go. followed obediently by the title, the plot, the heartbreaking conclusion, the entire novel. which suddenly becomes one you have never read,never even heard of, as if, one by one, the memories you used to harbor. decided to retire to the southern hemisphere of the brain, to a little fishing village where there are no phones.
Long ago you kissed the names of the nine Muses goodbye. and watched the quadratic equation pack its bag,
and even now as you memorize the order of the planets, something else is slipping away, a state flower perhaps,
the address of an uncle, the capital of Paraguay.
Whatever it is you are struggling to remember, it is not poised on the tip of your tongue, not even lurking in some obscure corner of your spleen. It has floated away down a dark mythological river. whose name begins with an L as far as you can recall, well on your own way to oblivion where you will join those. who have even forgotten how to swim and how to ride a bicycle.
No wonder you rise in the middle of the night. to look up the date of a famous battle in a book on war. No wonder the moon in the window seems to have drifted. out of a love poem that you used to know by heart.
¶ 7:24 PM
יום חמישי, יולי 27, 2006
Sheeba and Sara
At SPCA Ampang, Selangor, at this very moment, there is a dog named Sheeba who looks almost exactly (EXACTLY la, to me) like Sara!!!
"Home > Dogs > 15/06/06 - Medium size dogs for adoption"
Along with Sheeba's picture frame, says 'Sheeba (F) Cross collie 1 yr - friendly & gentle - kennel E'
Sheeba! I want to find you and see you someday.
If anyone ever adopts but ends up abusing you
I will look for you and rescue you!!
But Sara, I guess, being the 'Americanized' gal, is fatter.
¶ 4:31 PM
"Home > Dogs > 15/06/06 - Medium size dogs for adoption"
Along with Sheeba's picture frame, says 'Sheeba (F) Cross collie 1 yr - friendly & gentle - kennel E'Sheeba! I want to find you and see you someday.
If anyone ever adopts but ends up abusing you
I will look for you and rescue you!!
But Sara, I guess, being the 'Americanized' gal, is fatter.¶ 4:31 PM
..for the Present is the point at which time touches Eternity
Yes, of course
It was always like this
All horrors have followed the same course,
getting worse and worse and
forcing you into a bottle-neck till
at the very moment you thought you must be crushed,
behold! you were out of the narrows and are suddenly well
~~~ 4 minutes ago
Hezbollah fighthers kill 9 Israeli troops
The extraction hurt more and more
and then the tooth was out
The dream became a nightmare
and then you wake
you die and die and then you are beyond death
~~~ 4 minutes ago
Explosions kill 24, wound 46 in Baghdad
How could we ever have doubted it?
~~~June 26th, 2oo6
Side talks may be key to Uganda peace plan
We were all born for it
Pains we may still have to encounter
but we embrace those pains
- The Screwtape Letters, C.S Lewis
¶ 12:55 AM
Yes, of course
It was always like this
All horrors have followed the same course,
getting worse and worse and
forcing you into a bottle-neck till
at the very moment you thought you must be crushed,
behold! you were out of the narrows and are suddenly well
~~~ 4 minutes ago
Hezbollah fighthers kill 9 Israeli troops
The extraction hurt more and more
and then the tooth was out
The dream became a nightmare
and then you wake
you die and die and then you are beyond death
~~~ 4 minutes ago
Explosions kill 24, wound 46 in Baghdad
How could we ever have doubted it?
~~~June 26th, 2oo6
Side talks may be key to Uganda peace plan
We were all born for it
Pains we may still have to encounter
but we embrace those pains
- The Screwtape Letters, C.S Lewis
¶ 12:55 AM
יום חמישי, יולי 13, 2006
The Silk Harmony Factory
I fell in love with a book
actually
i think its actually the place in the story
that i fell in love with, again
or maybe for the first time
i realized how beautiful my tanah tumpah darah is
not that i have never before
malaysia has always been my first love
its where exactly on the map of my beloved
that i have come to realize the riches it holds
hidden and closed
my town
my Valley
my Kinta
my Ipoh
¶ 10:13 PM
actually
i think its actually the place in the story
that i fell in love with, again
or maybe for the first time
i realized how beautiful my tanah tumpah darah is
not that i have never before
malaysia has always been my first love
its where exactly on the map of my beloved
that i have come to realize the riches it holds
hidden and closed
my town
my Valley
my Kinta
my Ipoh
יום שלישי, יולי 04, 2006
Deflated
I was once a happy balloon full of air bouncing around
now i am a deflated balloon with no more air...:(
I AM SO MTFTWMRSF(you guess what that means) BUSY
B.U.S.Y
So B that i hate it!
Not that I don't have a life (oregon trip, bbq parties, movies, fun stuff at davis)
I have too much of a life that I'm tired of it
Friends everywhere who wanna do something every single chance that I am "free"
That the "free" time I am supposed to have is no longer free for me
Was looking forward to this Summer initially
false hopes that I wouldn't be as busy as I was the previous school year
and what do i get?
monday & wednesday labs 12-6pm
tuesday & thursday work 9-3pm
tuesday and friday activities with bridges
and the rest of those times filled with friends who wanna meet up and do stuff
i am so tired of doing stuff
and i hate it when ppl call me when i am resting
that i get no rest in the end, ending up having to go out yet again just right after i step into my house.
i am actually thinking of turning off my cellphone everytime i reach home
(but am i too 'nice' to do that?)
and poor sara
she gets less attention from me now that i'm always out
and my laptop backlight inverter tube thingy is ...dead
boo hoo..
now i can't do my homework at home
wait. oh maybe i can. use yoong's (nyeheheh evil plan)
oh what a rant-full piece of post this is
its happening! yours truly is turning into a cranky old woman
who hides the crankiness behind a mask of pleasantness and smiles
*bah humbug* ¶ 10:18 AM
now i am a deflated balloon with no more air...:(
I AM SO MTFTWMRSF(you guess what that means) BUSY
B.U.S.Y
So B that i hate it!
Not that I don't have a life (oregon trip, bbq parties, movies, fun stuff at davis)
I have too much of a life that I'm tired of it
Friends everywhere who wanna do something every single chance that I am "free"
That the "free" time I am supposed to have is no longer free for me
Was looking forward to this Summer initially
false hopes that I wouldn't be as busy as I was the previous school year
and what do i get?
monday & wednesday labs 12-6pm
tuesday & thursday work 9-3pm
tuesday and friday activities with bridges
and the rest of those times filled with friends who wanna meet up and do stuff
i am so tired of doing stuff
and i hate it when ppl call me when i am resting
that i get no rest in the end, ending up having to go out yet again just right after i step into my house.
i am actually thinking of turning off my cellphone everytime i reach home
(but am i too 'nice' to do that?)
and poor sara
she gets less attention from me now that i'm always out
and my laptop backlight inverter tube thingy is ...dead
boo hoo..
now i can't do my homework at home
wait. oh maybe i can. use yoong's (nyeheheh evil plan)
oh what a rant-full piece of post this is
its happening! yours truly is turning into a cranky old woman
who hides the crankiness behind a mask of pleasantness and smiles
*bah humbug* ¶ 10:18 AM
