יום שבת, ספטמבר 03, 2005
It never stops...
The workload never ceases. Running about all over Ipoh trying to get things done. Sara. ISPCA. Passport. Packing. Appointments. Sara. Sara. Permits. License. Sara. Sara. Sara.
I can't bear to lose her. What if things done work out? I don't want to gamble with things. I need to know for sure.
Heard the news of the deaths of two dogs in just one day. ARGH. My USJ church pastor's dog, Blessing died of lung cancer. And even closer to home, a close friend's dog also passed away. Why Why Why. After how loyal and caring they are. After how much they adore their owners - Shouldnt they deserve more time on earth?
Not only that, Kak Atun from ISPCA has left for Medan. We sent her off last night, Doreen, Mrs Tham, the maids, and I. It was all so sudden. Without kak Atun, I'm a hopeless blur girl at ISPCA. No one to tell me what to do, where to go, and how to do things.
Are all these signs that Sara can't come with me?
GOD PLEASE HELP. IF YOU ARE TRULY WHO YOU ARE. PLEASE.
And I don't want to start again.
It's too tiring.
Thanks for the email. But no thanks.
¶ 5:45 AM
I can't bear to lose her. What if things done work out? I don't want to gamble with things. I need to know for sure.
Heard the news of the deaths of two dogs in just one day. ARGH. My USJ church pastor's dog, Blessing died of lung cancer. And even closer to home, a close friend's dog also passed away. Why Why Why. After how loyal and caring they are. After how much they adore their owners - Shouldnt they deserve more time on earth?
Not only that, Kak Atun from ISPCA has left for Medan. We sent her off last night, Doreen, Mrs Tham, the maids, and I. It was all so sudden. Without kak Atun, I'm a hopeless blur girl at ISPCA. No one to tell me what to do, where to go, and how to do things.
Are all these signs that Sara can't come with me?
GOD PLEASE HELP. IF YOU ARE TRULY WHO YOU ARE. PLEASE.
And I don't want to start again.
It's too tiring.
Thanks for the email. But no thanks.
¶ 5:45 AM
